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You know that they burned her horse
" W, q% F+ s# N# p) } before her. Though it is not recorded,
2 [; C9 x3 D+ h& j8 l* E- [8 `. i you know that they burned her Percheron, y" S; n- F% g; A, `1 [8 D# c/ ^
first, before her eyes, because you
( S" q3 ?# w, g know that story, so old that story,
! U. d) p- t3 W+ [2 b the routine story, carried to its, |: t# M. M& A# ]
extreme, of the cruelty that can make
! x. ?% P/ }* |- n( T+ C$ F: M% z of what a woman hears a silence,$ D" M: }; P8 P) ^* d, w
that can make of what a woman sees3 Y* V8 Y. j+ U9 k
a lie. She had no son for them to burn,0 H! e+ S9 G! t& y/ J1 ~
for them to take from her in the world
, S: T5 |% {# q/ q4 `# m+ Z not of her making and put to its pyre,
. M; [8 n Q- S9 c' G: V% S, G( l5 l so they layered a greater one in front of
# C: @( T) B- G8 e0 r- r9 ~ where she was staked to her own——
% X6 v, p, K! p as you have seen her pictured sometimes,
" \$ ]; _' J; Q$ L her eyes raised to the sky. But they were8 \: e; G5 O/ w( q, P7 |
not raised. This is yet one of their lies.5 I! b4 S- i' a! u
They were not closed. Though her hands
" X" [" r: B% K were bound behind her, and her feet were
$ m9 r7 e' V+ O; P bound deep in what would become fire,4 n" s7 _, F, h$ K
she watched. Of greenwood stakes* ^9 |1 G' g8 c
head-high and thicker than a man's waist
( m% U; o8 Z/ T5 W they laced the narrow corral that would not; s' R7 `$ z+ w% r
burn until flesh had burned, until. r0 y4 c9 H9 d' m, Z* ~+ x/ h
bone was burning, and laid it thick
+ u7 |; J) R) v$ v/ V with tinder——fatted wicks and sulphur,/ r: M4 E; B7 N
kindling and logs——and ran a ramp6 `) f$ K% r4 y& ^' a
up to its height from where the gray horse U7 {# [, G/ U+ F& G1 U) |2 c$ z% u* K
waited, his dapples making of his flesh6 k% W. I- Y8 C
a living metal, layers of life8 A% ^ X2 ^* ~9 g; o
through which the light shone out
6 B8 B/ U4 b8 ]4 x6 `/ Y9 ~1 z in places as it seems to through the flesh
9 b# I2 |" h+ p. ?( O& [ of certain fish, a light she knew
$ ~0 z6 o! N! u2 y as purest, coming, like that, from within.
& ~2 [6 w1 K0 w& ^ Not flinching, not praying, she looked1 f; v0 |3 k# }: P9 R2 R
the last time on the body she knew
8 V7 B/ f4 m! g better than the flesh of any man, or child,
! p, l. N7 ~" H: ^0 N or woman, having long since left the lap c! x# V; E5 B3 S2 y' {' j# v* Y' h
of her mother——the chest with its# ?7 ^" b: E% f
perfect plates of muscle, the neck
]4 k0 ~4 w1 F5 y; L% D$ O1 z with its perfect, prow-like curve,4 g9 F' A2 l, }! \* |
the hindquarters'——pistons——powerful cleft" A3 }$ y5 e+ @4 K: Q3 A) U# O
pennoned with the silk of his tail.7 Z F3 R0 E. _# n9 s N
Having ridden as they did together
6 Y2 J8 k* U! N, O6 ~ ——those places, that hard, that long——# l* s: o$ ?" p" j8 [
their eyes found easiest that day0 N, } A( m- i
the way to each other, their bodies) J+ `+ r% q% R. L
wedded in a sacrament unmediated9 Z) R' l$ X5 g% I
by man. With fire they drove him! ~8 G G3 U- m/ S7 t4 {; [+ E
up the ramp and off into the pyre2 x& e: c' L! U9 ]& z) Y
and tossed the flame in with him.
7 q$ Y; [/ U7 _9 k% a This was the last chance they gave her Z* ~. k' g6 x) y% M5 J
to recant her world, in which their power: y1 {% B# V0 j H
came not from God. Unmoved, the Men( D; V* A1 o( k: t" O5 ~$ m! w. Q3 a
of God began watching him burn, and better,5 F( m8 e& M6 ]0 G
watching her watch him burn, hearing# @2 j+ J1 _7 _$ b5 i
the long mad godlike trumpet of his terror,
% \( o% F& y/ h) o% K his crashing in the wood, the groan
: r2 s, {, D$ i& R* } of stakes that held, the silverblack hide,
* N( b+ O0 x0 |' q% ?- P the pricked ears catching first' ^8 g1 i* y0 k7 v) `% L6 R3 f; L; D
like driest bark, and the eyes.% p2 k- `1 S1 ]! r
and she knew, by this agony, that she
- Y n+ {) Y/ Z. I' Y* p might choose to live still, if she would
$ k+ v" `0 ?6 `# ?. F% v3 n but make her sign on the parchment
" H$ k* A" ~% M; d# t9 d they would lay before her, which now4 z) [* M! G7 }+ _8 _7 c2 I9 ?$ j- S
would include this new truth: that it
6 N, x& W' e( I1 u did not happen, this death in the circle,3 m3 S M ]% x* _. |
the rearing, plunging, raging, the splendid
/ y$ t/ B h. p! e M& S3 s armour-colored head raised one last time
5 Z0 f# B% z9 e. h/ g above the flames before they took him
" A' J* Y* j3 b& p ——like any game untended on the spit——into
/ M& y4 C$ r1 D2 f0 r, C/ q8 h* k their yellow-green, their blackening red.
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